Good morning Bitachon of the day ❤
Originally, the physical world perfectly reflected its spiritual root. When we looked around, we saw and experienced Hashem’s presence clearly, understanding without doubt that He created the world. It was as if we were looking straight down an unbroken path that led directly back to Him. But after Adam’s sin, this clarity was lost. The world fell, becoming a “bent path,” and our origin became obscured. Now, when we look at the universe, it no longer reflects its Godliness as openly and faithfully as it once did.
I read something that fascinated me and found so meaningful: the idea of the “straight and bent path” in relation to tzitzis. Tzitzis are required only on garments with corners on edges that, by their very nature, create bends. It is at these corners, these bends, that we are commanded to attach tzitzis.
The straight lines of the tzitzis, hanging from each corner, represent our ability to align ourselves with Hashem’s guidance, even in moments of confusion or hardship. Just as the tzitzis hang from the garment’s bent corners to create a straight line, they remind us that, although life’s path may seem bent, complex, or full of turns, we can always turn back to a clear, direct connection with Hashem.
On a deeper level, this imagery suggests that the tzitzis are a tool for us to consciously “straighten” or correct our spiritual direction when we feel lost or distant. By reaching for that divine alignment, even in the corners and bends of our lives, we are reminded that Hashem’s path is always there, ready to guide us. Tzitzis, then, symbolize the constant opportunity for realignment with His purpose, no matter how twisted or unclear the journey may feel.
Even the numerical value, or gematria, of the word “tzitzis” is significant. It totals 600, and when we add the eight strings and five knots, we reach 613—the number of mitzvos that guide us back to Hashem.
This year was incredibly challenging for me. Each time I thought I had reached the end of a difficult phase, another wave of challenges would hit. I lost countless nights of sleep, carrying the weight of frustration every day. Deep down, I knew Hashem had a plan, and I reminded myself that I shouldn’t feel this way, but I couldn’t shake the anger, especially since so much of what was happening felt deeply unfair. I was even more frustrated because I’d always been the one to preach trust in Hashem, telling others not to let stress or negative thoughts take over.
One day, I reached my limit and said out loud, “Hashem, I’ve tried everything within my power, and it isn’t working. I trust You completely; I’m handing this over to You.” In that moment, I truly felt the release. My heart felt lighter, and a few months later, the situation resolved in my favor. It took all those months of struggle to finally understand that I wasn’t in control. I had to let go fully, to trust that Hashem was guiding everything.
Life’s path is full of twists and turns, rarely straightforward, but there is an invisible straight line that leads us back to Hashem. When we truly let go and trust, than the line becomes clear, and we can see Hashem’s presence guiding us. He wants us to understand that while we may bend over backward, true movement only happens when we accept that He is in charge.
May we fully understand that our bent paths are there to help us grow and to see Hashem with greater clarity. Amen 🙏
Wishing you all a wonderful day ❤